Thursday, September 3, 2009

Whats new ?


Hmmm time flies and now its already week 15 which is our study week, the time for us to prepare well for sitting the finals papers. I started to study for my finals like 2 weeks ago but still dilly-dally around, not taking it too serious yet. But definitely I picked up my mood to study , I dont wanna be a failure anymore not this time .
Mum reached kampar around 9 plus and fetched me back to Ipoh, can you imagine she drove all the way here alone? She is a superwoman, no lies ! :) Home sweet home ♥ It's always so nice to be at home, you dont need to do anything, sit there and my mum will serve me everything, every siblings come around tickling you, pinching you like how we used to mix around when childhood time . Hmmm, my aunt called and asked me to join them for lunch since we had not seen each other for so long. Saw one of my aunt from far and couldnt really can recognise her cause she is shorter than me, so cute, another aunt as well cause she is with her long hair now, no longer the short and curly hair.



Sharp new fridge, its huge !
New water heater.
My comfy bed.


So what's new in my house ? Mum replaced the old refrigerator with a new one since the old one stopped serving us, the freezer kept leaking til mum couldnt stand it no more. Then they bought a new Panasonice water heater, not to mention that we had to bath with cold water before this cause the water heater is spoiled for like a month lk that. All of them just get used to it til they came out with the idea to buy a new one. Yea and thats my bed, its so much more comfortable compared to the kampar's one, so nice to sleep with the air-cond and without the stress of studies, the sem break feel is hitting me , I dont wanna go back to Kaaaaaaampar !


Cam-whoring in my room.
Self-loving.

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

Nothing left to say !

This is the third time you make me feel dissapointed with you , I mean seriously !
I know that I dont mean anyone for you for the mean time, thats why I chose to pull myself out of this cliff.
Think twice before you do !
I know that I dont have the right to be angry with you since Im not your anyone but I just cant control myself.
The heartbreaking news made me cry the whole night yesterday, why let me down when finals are coming. You know now is the toughest time for me to fight for my exams yet you did something so ridiculous. Woah ~
What else I can say ? NOTHING !
You actually know that its your mistakes but you dont want to admit it. Do you have to keep your dignity in front of me? You dont need to since we're so close to each other. You simply accuse me cause what I said to you were all right , u cant take it. Am I right ?
I do trust you when you came to my house and asked to settle down things with me but you dont trust me, not even a little bit. I hate people lie to me especially you, again and again !
If I dont trust you, the day we started to fight til we didnt talk to each other for 3 weeks, I wouldnt be keep waiting for you to come back and talk to me. I could have just let if go and remove you from my list but I didnt. I chose to wait ! I just forgave you like this for what you've done to me, I didnt ask anything from you.
You were wrong, I dont need to please people to do for me something not even you.
I've been so patient to you, talking to you nicely, sorting out things with you but you just seem not to care. Well if this is what you want go ahead .
Stop looking for me, delete me from your friend list everything to do with me just forget it.
The card is torn apart, you are free from now and I'm leaving !
Dont think that Im weak, I can be on my own *