I'm sorry !

I dont know what happened to me yesterday and I seriously made a mistake, the worst one in my whole life.I know i hurt your feelings yesterday, I didnt trust for your words,its my bad ! You know me well as if there is any problems between us,I must sort it out before I go to bed. You influence my mood alot really alot. I didnt go for my lunch, assignments all just to think a best way to let make everything back to normal. PLEASE believe that I'm regret for this and I tried my very best. I know sorry wont mean anything to you, the decision is always in your hand.

I'm sorry ]٩(●̮̮̃•̃)۶

The commitment between us

Night market .

I wasn't feeling so well when I got up this morning, lacking of sleep maybe. I thought of skipping my whole day class but ended up going for 2 classes which ends at 8. The tutor is so funny as he likes to make joke, LAME JOKES! I didnt know that we have to do the tutorial for the FIM subject as well, my tutor who looks quite young and sometimes look pretty in some different angle came around to check our work. Damn im so dead. I bluff her that I did until question 4 and she walked away. Luckily I'm not in the list of lazy worms,if not I might need to present the ans for the following week.

Eerm, finished class at 8 and ah b dropped me home. I was kinda hungry that time as I took my brunch at 3something. I then followed my friends to night market which was quite crowded as usual. I ate the 'lok lok' but the tomyam sauce was finished, how sad T_T I then went to the taiwan sausage stall and bought 4 stick of spicy sausage. I never know that we have to queue up just for this. The sausages were really tempting. *slurppp I thought that I can see someone else at the night market which I didnt, quite dissapointed actually. We then went to ghany corner to fill up our stomach ,the sausages were really spicy as I could feel that my sorethroat is coming again. Duh duh~

The crowd .

The tempting sausages.

Spot the 2 dumbo ? lol

The dota addiction is like coming back to me, I so gonna have to stop this.

Bad dreams .

I wonder why there's so many bad dreams coming to disturb my beauty sleep this few days,its like everyday grrr !
This morning I got a really weird and scary dream that I ever had in my life. In the dream I was preparing for my wedding, dressing up nicely and everything. Wait,I must mention that I looked so great in the gown :) When I was done with my make up and all, I was brought into a room that looks kinda weird. Nothing much inside but there was a guy who is a bomoh in the room that looked alike with one of my friends. Then he took a rat out and told me that I must kill the rat into parts according to some chinese's beliefs which there is no such thing in the real life. I was so reluctant to do so because it was like eeeeww so disgusting man. I didnt have a choice and I did chop the rat into parts starting from the legs, neck and final part the eyes. He sumore asked me to dig the rat's eyes out for some reasons. So much blood on the floor. eeww Omgness pity the rat, I was so evil !
After that I thought everything was alright and I went for my wedding room to get a shower.For no reasons I knocked the edge of the table and fell down. I felt like something went wrong, probably because of I've killed the rat and it comes for revenge or something like that. I know it sounds so wrong but it was really like that in my dream. I got scared and POPS : A message came and saved me put from my bad dreams. Thank god. But still I have to mention to someone that : PLEASE DONT MESSAGE ME EARLY IN THE MORNING!! I need my beauty sleep .

Dota addiction * Garena

For god's sake its 4.40 in the morning and I'm not sleeping. God what am I doing so late in my room? The boredom in kampar is killing me, luckily I still have my friends to accompany me to chat in msn and play the game that brings me to death DOOOOOOOTA ! lol. I dont really go to cc for dota nowadays cause I'm still noob to play in public games and its a waste of money. Time and money consuming I can say. I just came back from the second time yumcha with another bunch of my frens. The first time I went to ABC but I didnt order anything, the crowd was not as crazy as like in Ghany. After that I went home ended up playing dota with my friends. hahaha. Im learning to use a new hero which is Death Prophet, eeeeerm lets see the hero is not that hard but it takes time for me to farm the item out. When only I can be more pro ? Everyone willing to teach me but I dont really have the time to train myself as I dont want to get too addicted to it like last sem. Be a good girl instead :)

Im so thirsty right now thank god my friend bought me cola and ice water. :)
I tried sending mms to 2 of my frens which I thought they can send me through msn but both of them brought me down. Sad case T_T I wanted to upload the photos so much but i couldnt find anyone for help. *sigh Its so weird that I have the feelings to blog recently.

Errr, few photos will be uploaded 2mr . I got feeling that I'm so gonna fall sick AGAIIIIIIN !

Nite nite !

Rains . ♥

I didnt really sleep well yesterday night cause of the midterm test I guess but I would say that I wasn't really panic or stress for it. I used to sleep late recently by going yumcha with my frens, chatting in msn, going westlake, playing dota or facebook game. Even if I'm nt doing anything, I would just look at my msn and the laptop screen. I woke up early in the morning and knew it was raining outside, so cooling which made me so unwilling to get up from m y beauty sleep. I looked at my fon which I thought someone would have replied and wished me GOOD LUCK for my test but he didn't.

Drop the subject of him, back to my midterm test. My test was supposed to start at 8.30 but they delayed it to 9 because the rest who take bus to campus might not make it due to the rain. How I wish I could sleep another 30 more minutes. Then there I saw Karen when I was waiting for the exam to start outside the lecture hall. I didnt really know what to talk to her cause that was the 1st time we really talked to each other, all the time also we chat using msn. I feel abit weird when looking at her and talked. Not that close yet mayb. I didnt really know if i did well for the test or not, hopefully I did. Honestly I did peep some of the ans of my fren because I seriousy lost my confidence in exams. Last but not least, thanks for the good luck wish from the rest :)

Off to bed. Nice weather still ♥

Study mode still not on ?

I'm starting my degree year one sem 2 for like a month already and my mid-terms all are around the corner. There's one on this coming sunday and for god's sake its sunday, aint sunday supposed to be a rest day for everyone ? But still i'm still lazying around and stuck at topic one part 1. Lol. This sem I'm abit more hardworking than last sem as I go to class quite often eventhough I sleep quite late at night due to the yumcha session which I never miss. Hahaha. Today is Saturday which tomorrow will be my mid-term test, I still dont hv the mode to study yet I wonder why. Mayb its because the format is MCQ and true/false which it doesnt get you to revise it so much. I just had my branch with my fren , ended up eating one piece of chicken, nuggets and pepsi which made me feel so full.

Macroeconomics notes .

Spot my bolster at the following photo ? It's a bolster which is so nice to be hug especially at night when it's cold. I used to hug it whenever I'm doing my stuff, my frens like to say that I'm a kid who always bring the bolster all around in Kampar which I didnt. I dont remember I ever brought it to Ghany at all. Somehow the bolster just makes me feel so nice. :)

That's all for now. Off to study mayb?